RIP HamHam

Tonight is the night when HamHam passed away. It was Kevin pet hamster, he has been with Kevin about 2 years plus. He said that he went home very late and didn't get to see HamHam for the last time. He said HamHam didn't close his eyes and even got tears. He must be waiting for Kevin to come back. He said it was so sudden, he thought HamHam can survive about 3 years plus. It reminds me of how it happened to me too, not knowing dad will be like this too. At least I know how long dad is able to be still with us. It was already fortunate. But I still hope that it was all a dream.

My dad birthday is on 11 Sep. Do you think he's able to make it for his birthday?
It is kind of a difficult period for me. With exams on the 18Aug. Tell me, how do I have the mood and concentration to do it? But I tried my best bah. Then I looked at Dad just now, it was kind of difficult to look at him, cuz he's getting weaker every single day.
IDK if I am able to be like the head of the family. My youngest sis is only 12 this year. I am going to be the father, to take care of the family. It's kind of hard, I can't believe I'm saying this but I miss dad's shouting, because he was so energetic. And now, he couldn't even hardly bring up the energy to say clearly. He decided to pass away at home. It's been 2 weeks plus since knowing about Dad condition..

Anyway RIP Hamham, this post is dedicated for you.