I'm still afriad of what outcome will be regardless of what stuffs~

I don't want to lose friends, I don't want to be unhappy, I don't want to push my friends away from me.

I just can't make an effort to talk to my friends is it ... ...

I'm being quiet again~

I don't understand myself, I don't understand why I'M BEING SUCH AN IDIOT!

School has started and I think I'm getting used of it.

Since school starts, it's like I'm being quiet again, I don't like that feeling~

I find everything too tired, maybe I'm just tired.

I don't dare to speak up my mind, cuz I will only say stupid things out!

Sometimes I just can't take jokes, sometimes I just can't turn.. I feel like I'm supid..

Finally, I'm sad till I feel like crying.

I miss this feeling~

Happy? Hope I can feel that tomorrow~

I...................................................................... hope to have the confidence I want.

Is it I'm too soft? That's why when I want to talk, nobody really hears it, maybe that's why I don't really feel like talking.

THE MOMENT when I'm really happy, maybe a lot of memories of them but just that they don't really etched into my mind and heart. Well the sad memories, keep reminding me and what should I do to get the right feeling I want?

Should really find something to make me have the feelings that I truly want.

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I'm still young, enjoy my life~!

Chong Sze Min, the one and only ^.<

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