Intern Life

It's been 5 weeks of my intern life.

And I must say it is going downhill. I am getting less and less work, almost to no work at all.
Last week my Intern Mentor (IM) came to visit me and see how I was coping.
Well she had a talk with my supervisor and I must say it was not good. She had a talk with me afterwards and say she was disappointed to hear that my work performance was not good.
I think the main cause would be I am not initiative enough. But as I start to sit in the reception desk, I feel that I am far away from the credit department. Sometimes when they were having serious talks, they would close the door and I wonder I should listen or not.

I feel such an extra, damn sad sia this kind of feeling.

After the talk with IM, I thought I would be doing better by being more initiative and ask for work. But today, in the morning I was busy doing my Internship report, I thought I should ask them in the afternoon. But I heard that my supervisor is going to go out soon and I do not dare to ask for work again. My colleagues were also busy calculating the bank statements all those.

I feel myself being such useless. It really is depressing.


This is how I feel every intern day :(
I really can't wait for Intern to end.

POSITIVE STUFF
Well talk about something positive, tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY!! YEAH
And I am going to be 20 years olddddddddddddddddd
Today, being the last day of being 19, I went to sign up for bone marrow donation ^-^
I have been wanting to go sign up for it! Since at this special day of mine, I shall go sign up heheh

So, this year I am going to many trips and Rannie just ask me if I want to go Hong Kong and Korea during 27 Mar-10 Apr.
But I already had 3 trips before that and I really don't think I could afford for another trip. They say I pay for the flight tickets can already but I ask the price and it's freaking about S$800+.
Sigh I don't think I can join. I couldn't possibly ask my mum for more money, I spoil my freaking IPHONE 6 PLUS 128GB for dropping into the toiletbowl on the 31st Dec 2015. Yes on the last day of 2015! And on 1st Jan 2016, I got another IPHONE 6 PLUS 64GB for S$800!!

I do not dare to spoil this again. I must say my mum really dote on me. I seriously could not ask for more. I still have to ask her to pay for my braces. I sound like a spoilt brat.
If I had not start on Sports Betting, maybe I could have save up so much more.
Now got so many things going on, sigh, really regret on starting Sports.
Damn sian.

So back to being positive, I got to work hard. Idk if I can feel motivated doing this internship, maybe tomorrow I ask for work. My grades are going to be so affected.



They all say I very BOY lol so ya stay positive bro!!