I was really addicted to gambling, in Singapore Pools hahah
Especially Sports Betting, I was really getting out of control.
Now I'm in debt, I owe my sis money hahah
But the thought of the money I could have save, I just feel so stupid. Having to lose so much money to Singapore Pools, thinking that I could have a chance of winning back my money :(
I lost $2000...
Basically, I lost all my money. Now I have to borrow money from sis to survive for Feb.
Seriously, if I continue now, I think I will lose another $1000...
I learnt my lesson, not to bet all of my money away, but to bet within my means.
WJ tell me if I really wanna win back, then wait till I starts working and win back all these money.
So now, I have to be disciplined. I really cannot bet le. I lost too much.
Mum gave me $200 somemore recently. And I lose all that to Singapore Pools.
I really ... It was really out of control man.
So now I feel really depressed cuz of money issues.
But it's okay, I just have to earn back the money and get back on track. Continue to ACHIEVE MY AIM.
Now I'm having my exams, so far still okay.
I hope once the holidays start, I can achieve doing the stuff that I wanna do. I wanna change for the better. Think I will blog often, cuz I think blogging can relieve my stress.
I don't know whether I want let my friends know about this blog.. Maybe in near future. Cuz right now all the posts seem to be negative. hahah
It will be alright. :)
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