Chinese New Year!!

Helloooooooooo

Today is the Lunar New Year!!
Andddd I didn't go out or anything hahah
Hmmm Tomorrow gonna start work. And from tomorrow onwards, I shall start doing what I wanna do, It's gonna be a life changing holidays. Cuz gonna have 10km marathon in about a month time, I realised how unhealthy I was, I haven start exercising for a very long time. Tomorrow onwards, let's hope I can stick to my plan and do it!

Went for a motivational talk?

Last night, BN recommended me a job. She say that it was related to a gaming industry. Having no idea as to what I am gonna do, I just go. Anddddd basically I went for a talk first. It's a newly started network marketing company. So it is to help a game development company to market their games. It just started 5 months ago. Wahh the co-founder of the company is the one who talks and all he say is some.. motivational words. In the end I don't even know what it is about. Hmmm, so BN's friend ask tell me more. Till now I still don really get it and I guess he gonna meet me again. :/

So Today is Valentines Day!! Happy Valentines to all!!

As usual, this day I never get to celebrate it hahah, hope one day I get to celebrate it :P

Recently I got addicted to these Chinese songs, I always love Jay Chou songs hahah

Maybe it's time to stop being a lazybum and think about my life.
I still got one more year to graduate from poly~
Got a lot of advice yesterday. Actually no point in hoping that I can do it but telling myself that I must do it. I am too lazy mannnnn, I got to stop this bad habit. :(
I'm 19. And gonna be 20 in a year time. I must change for the better!
I even gonna run marathon with JY sia. 10 km lehh, got to start running soonnnnnn

This is how I feel now siaaaaa, I need to grow up anyway. Time to be more responsible. 

OUT OF CONTROL, Time to stop.

I was really addicted to gambling, in Singapore Pools hahah
Especially Sports Betting, I was really getting out of control.
Now I'm in debt, I owe my sis money hahah
But the thought of the money I could have save, I just feel so stupid. Having to lose so much money to Singapore Pools, thinking that I could have a chance of winning back my money :(
I lost $2000...
Basically, I lost all my money. Now I have to borrow money from sis to survive for Feb.
Seriously, if I continue now, I think I will lose another $1000...
I learnt my lesson, not to bet all of my money away, but to bet within my means.
WJ tell me if I really wanna win back, then wait till I starts working and win back all these money.
So now, I have to be disciplined. I really cannot bet le. I lost too much.
Mum gave me $200 somemore recently. And I lose all that to Singapore Pools.
I really ... It was really out of control man.
So now I feel really depressed cuz of money issues.
But it's okay, I just have to earn back the money and get back on track. Continue to ACHIEVE MY AIM.
Now I'm having my exams, so far still okay.
I hope once the holidays start, I can achieve doing the stuff that I wanna do. I wanna change for the better. Think I will blog often, cuz I think blogging can relieve my stress.
I don't know whether I want let my friends know about this blog.. Maybe in near future. Cuz right now all the posts seem to be negative. hahah
It will be alright. :)