Went for job interview today.

SO.. went for this job interview at Tai Seng. Have to wake up early >.<
Thennn when I reached there, while waiting, I took a little nap :p
So embarrassing though hahah cuz the person wake me up and tell me to sit further in so that we go according to our arrival. hahah
But nevermind, I become thick skinned le, still... stomach also keep growling, cuz I never ate breakfast.
As usual. Don't have the habit of eating something in the morning, glad that during the interview it didn't growl.
Actually I was wondering why the interview like so serious? I 'm just going to try for the service crew at Japanese restaurant that's all. lol The guy was kind of shocked though.. Maybe cuz of my bright hair? :X

Then.....................
Well, the person was a nice guy, he reminds me of my dad hahah then he start pitiying me, i wonder if being pity is a good word to use? Well he just being nice ah, considering my family background and saying that I will somehow be considered first. I know he has a good intention but somehow I'm not really feeling good about it.
It's the truth though, I am poor. My mum is the only one supporting us, I have 2 younger sisters to take care of. Somemore one of them is having problem. Dad also not earning, even if he earns, he use for his own use. Still he care for the youngest, well the other sister too. I'm the eldest, I have to work hard right.
Sometimes, no, most of the times, being the eldest sucks. Sucks really bad.

It's okay now, I'm getting use to it, and I just have to be mature about it, we all have to continue our life anyway.

Now I know why when I was drunk that night, suddenly I feel like crying. I think I just bear it to the max. Everyone has their family problems. We just have to know how to overcome them and live happily.
No matter how life gets hard, it will get better. See, now I even have internet!
Isn't it good, I have to pay the bills ahh, I need to earn some $$
So that I won't have to get from mum.
She only earn a little and need to pay for house, we still paying... the sum is already half of mum's salary.
Gosh.
But I'm considered good already, some ppl are worse off than me.
So I got to know how to be content with what I have now, I have a complete family, we still have food to eat, I still can attend school. So it's still all good now.
Be content.


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