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I got the job!! woohoo.. Third day working just now, 12-5pm. I hope I can get 5 hours shift those kind, I don't like to work longer time cuz will have break. And that's when I feel damn lonely and sian.
I like this job, never work at a restaurant before, always wanted to work at a cafe or smth cuz I like taking orders and serving the customers. Well not a lot of interaction but taking orders! It's quite fun to me heheh
Then.. I just need to memorise all those sushi, try my best though.
Just now walked home and watched Fairy Tail all the way, wah sian, I'm thinking "am I wasting my time?"
But nahhhh.. I like it anyway lol
Watched about 6 hours then sian liao. So I tried clearing my stuffs.
Still left the desk. I got distracted then I don't feel like clearing anymore lol
Hmm .. then keep thinking how should I manage my time so as to waste the holidays away by just working and watching shows... Aishh Plan plan plan also won't do de. Sua.
Left 3 more weeks to start of school, then I think I'm working almost everyday, like one day off for each week! Even though it might be tough, I need the $$$
When school starts I'm still gonna work very hiong, I want to save up as much as I can. So that I hope I don't need get money from mum anyway.
I always say that when I can find a job that somehow won't bore me.
This one not bad, better than retail one. So I've tried working at fast food & retail. This time, restaurant. Not bad, I'm trying different kinds of part time job. The previous 2 I've worked at least 1 year. Not bad right lol
If the pay is still this good as time goes by, I might even work till I graduate hehehe

So I will spend my time working then.
Ask Ben when he coming back, he say 19 April. lol we start school at 21st leh, I thought 418119120126 can hang out tgt or smth. siannnnnnnnn
Oh well, when sch starts I still can see them and hang out as always. Only MY they all though :X
Sigh.

Okay I don't feel like blogging anymore~



YES! Every day is a new begining! So just start again! Don't keep dwelling on the past man!
Hmm tmr working at 5pm. So maybe sleeping at 4am? lol
then yeahhh monday off! early morning need to pass the vouchers and forms to the person. Hope this time can return... Keep dragging nia.
And those ppl better be punctual! lol me need to be punctual too!!  :P

Feel like updating.

So it's 5:41am now. By right I should be sleeping..
But feel like updating. So yeah.
As usual, I have been staying at home since friday night till just now. It was boring.
I keep rewatching RM. lol then hoping the job thing got response.
I can start work asap leh, why no contact me :( I needa $$$
Maybe cuz west side don need a lot of ppl so no work for me :(
Anyway, last night around 6 plus I wanted to watch something so I went to find anime to watch.
Then came upon Sword Art Online. Like nice leh. hahah then wanted to watch finish everything.
Around 11 plus WJ say want eat supper? I'm like okay lo since I didn't go out for such a long time and I feel like riding my bike, so long never ride leee....
Reach, eat prata. Finish prata, we go walk walk around pioneer area there I think. lol
We got nothing to do, since his bike spoil, we have to walk. hahha
oh my, we walk for freaking 2-3 hours hahah good exercise though :P
Never walk for so long, my feet feel so sore sia. We walked around, nothing leh, all factories hahah
Then we walk this path right, which at first he didn't want to walk cuz he knew that somehow there will be dogs over there. hahah he was right lol!!
We walk almost to the end when there are, 3 dogs i think from the barking sound, keep barking. Actually I think they got fence cannot come da ahh , but WJ want to go off liao, seems like he wanna run hahaha. Well then got this one black dog appear, he doesn't look scary but he also started to bark hahah.
Well we got scared, we try to walk faster, apparently WJ more flustered than me, hehe :P He walk abit faster than me ah, I keep telling him walk slower abit, later if we run, the dog chase us sia. lol
We went to this overhead bridge, wanted to cross the other side, but there's another dog barking from the opp road sia. Seriously. lol so we somehow like 'surrounded' by dogs hahhaha.
Then we just keep to that side cuz the other side like damn dark, can't even see the dogs, we walk to the middle of the road, then keep walking till there's no more barking sound. LOL damn epic.

Reminds me that time we went West Coast then we cycle to this path right, it was quite dark, we couldn't see clearly ah, then we saw this thing like dog? in the middle of the path. WJ keep saying 'no laaa..' then I keep looking say 'look like leh...' He's like 'really meh?..' he also don dare cross hahah. In the end it's plastic! Wts, this stupid thing scared both of us hahah.

Also that time when we went to that hill view mansion when we cycle to those houses.. also got dog barking, epic thing is we were speeding then when it barks we were speeding down hahah we just 'byebye' to the dog and sped down. lol

Funny moments with those dogs hahah, especially when WJ is so afraid of them lol
Ahhh makes everything funnier xD
Enough about it I guess. I had fun uhh hehehe Why his bike spoil, want night cycling sia. Night cycling so fun.
Since I got the time, maybe I should check out that reservoir and see whether can cycle one round anot lol
Maybe I should take a look one day :)




picture of the day!! Random photo again!  Irrelevant to what I was saying just now. lol
Anyway, this picture is so true though. Why complicate life??
Just be honest with yourself!!
Though sometimes it ain't that simple.
Well.. you just try to be as honest with yourself as possible :)
Life is short. Why waste your time away complicating things?!
So I should be as true to myself as possible.
What I want, what I like, what I don't like, be true to myself.
And everything will look much simpler.
Don't deceive, don't deny.. Just be myself :)
I will live life happier that way hahah
But just sometimes.. there are some little secrets that I would rather kept to myself.
I mean some little secrets that I will share with my best friends ahh hahah
Still .. got a tiny little secret that I will keep to myself I think :/
Anyway shall end here. I should go sleep man. But I don feel tired... Noooo at least I have to go sleep :) Nights ppl!!

Went for job interview today.

SO.. went for this job interview at Tai Seng. Have to wake up early >.<
Thennn when I reached there, while waiting, I took a little nap :p
So embarrassing though hahah cuz the person wake me up and tell me to sit further in so that we go according to our arrival. hahah
But nevermind, I become thick skinned le, still... stomach also keep growling, cuz I never ate breakfast.
As usual. Don't have the habit of eating something in the morning, glad that during the interview it didn't growl.
Actually I was wondering why the interview like so serious? I 'm just going to try for the service crew at Japanese restaurant that's all. lol The guy was kind of shocked though.. Maybe cuz of my bright hair? :X

Then.....................
Well, the person was a nice guy, he reminds me of my dad hahah then he start pitiying me, i wonder if being pity is a good word to use? Well he just being nice ah, considering my family background and saying that I will somehow be considered first. I know he has a good intention but somehow I'm not really feeling good about it.
It's the truth though, I am poor. My mum is the only one supporting us, I have 2 younger sisters to take care of. Somemore one of them is having problem. Dad also not earning, even if he earns, he use for his own use. Still he care for the youngest, well the other sister too. I'm the eldest, I have to work hard right.
Sometimes, no, most of the times, being the eldest sucks. Sucks really bad.

It's okay now, I'm getting use to it, and I just have to be mature about it, we all have to continue our life anyway.

Now I know why when I was drunk that night, suddenly I feel like crying. I think I just bear it to the max. Everyone has their family problems. We just have to know how to overcome them and live happily.
No matter how life gets hard, it will get better. See, now I even have internet!
Isn't it good, I have to pay the bills ahh, I need to earn some $$
So that I won't have to get from mum.
She only earn a little and need to pay for house, we still paying... the sum is already half of mum's salary.
Gosh.
But I'm considered good already, some ppl are worse off than me.
So I got to know how to be content with what I have now, I have a complete family, we still have food to eat, I still can attend school. So it's still all good now.
Be content.


 PICTURE OF THE DAY
THERE'S HOPE!! SO DON'T GIVE UP :)))))
ALWAYS HOPE FOR THE BEST! JIAYOU! ^^

Here to update.

Having Holidays now.
Shuckssss cuz I keep watching shows.
I need a job!!!
Today early in the morning went for job interview, hope I get some response please.
I need a job, like seriously. I need the $$$
Hmmm.....
Still got one more month for holidays ..
Tomorrow going SIM to return vouchers and forms.
Abit xia suay ahh cuz never do at all :X
Hmmmmm.....
Hope I'm able to wake up and call the person.
Ehhh .... I feel like doing something to enrich myself or something.
Like not wasting the time watching shows.
Should exercise, learn something lol.
But I keep on sleepoing in the morning and not sleeping at night.
Body clock screw up sehhhh
I want to try like cooking, learning something like how to speak korean?
Since I got the free time during holidays.
Gosh, maybe I should try plan and implement it?
I always plan and end up not doing it. lol
hmm.....
So.
One step at a time, I shall try do abit of house chores like cleaning up my desk later? lol
But first, I watched finish RM first hahah
Just updating what I have been doing lo, that's all~

Picture of the day!

This reminds me that I know my class for the next 2 years. Gonna be damnnn boring. But that's okay, I got my clique, although not full though. Gonna miss MY alot, cuz come to think about it, the really funny guys are MY & WJ.

When they are tgt, it is always fun. When one of them are not around, the rest of the classmates make the lesson fun. So I will miss my classmates too :(

When I knew of our class, I was really feeling sad man, didn't I will be that sad. Can feel the pain.

Really. Gonna miss all of them :(

So.. Back to the picture, hmmm... reminds me of Rannie, this high maintenance woman! 

LOL but I LOVE HER hahaha ^.< My Bestie :D

Even though she's hard to please, still love to have her around heheh

Her bday coming soon ... need to spend a lot.

So I need the job! ahhhhhhh

Ohhhhh Wanna hang out with my clique sia, miss them :( especially Ben cuz knowing that he's not at SG makes it seem further. But at least when school reopens in class still can see him, but not MY. 

Gonna miss MY they all ahhh :(

Sighhhhh. Must hang out soon kay ppl! :/

Back from JB

First time went JB with friends!! It was fun!
Damn tired though from the travelling lol
So first start when we went to Kranji and bus to custom, I was feeling excited hahaha
JB looks boring to me lol, most of the time stay @ sinbao house to play mahjong~
Hahah then didn't get to buy hairdye all those.. Tmr must buy! Cuz I wanna dye hair :X
Overall had fun with Ben they all ~
Next time go JB find peixian!! He got car can drive us around hehehe
Okayyy Short post. Tired but don feel like sleeping ><
Then don feel like watching RM too ...

Picture for the post.. I always put random photos though to post for the end. lol
Soooo.... Friendships!!!
Yeppp guess I like all my friends... hope everything always stay this happy~

JB laterrrrrr

Yeahhhhhh going JB with friends!! hehehe
slept at 12 plus last night.. then every 3 hours woke up cuz of mosquito bites ><
thenb woke uo at 6 plus.. cannot sleep sia.
Watched running man!! running man daebak hahaha
later going jb! with ben, yt and sinbao
hmm.. cuz i think ben just woke up.. no point going so early lol
so nothing to do at this short time, couldn't be watching RM cuz not enough time.
Then might as well post lo.
Since I woke up early .. Prepare very fast lol
Can go out anytime.
Didn't tell mum that i'm going jb, just took the passport without her knowing.. lol
don know she will nag me later anot. say what never tell her firsthand bla bla
I only tell sze hui and sze ling. They shall be my messengers to tell my parents lol
Ehhhh ... was taking selfie the whole time just now.
Nothing to do so wanted to change my whatsapp display picture lol
then cuz I keep taking it in the kitchen, background is the kitchen not nice.
Try to adjust and take photo at angles that make sure I'm not taking in the kitchen hahah
My phone from 100% to 92% I think lol.
Shall go check my phone and see if Ben is done.
Bye eeeee Maybe at night will post?
Hope I will have fun!! :P

OHoh picture~~~~
This is true! To me.. You don't need a reason, you just feel like helping isn't it.
And it makes you feel better as a person isn't it hehehe okayy bye!~

Feeling bored.

It's the holidays!!! yeahhhhhh hahah
But feeling damn sian now. Slept at 6am today and woke up at 8pm .. wah sian, how am I going to sleep later :X
Tomorrow also working at 5pm.
I think not meeting rannie le judging that she didn't reply me anymore. Plus I will sleep damn late de lol
Hmm ... After tmr, the coming one week.. busy schedule I guess monday going JB!! yeahh gonna buy hairdye & iphone 5 cable! And.... walk walk lo, should be trying the food there, shop for clothes? not really hahaa then should be going sinbao's house! I think he don mind bah hahaha
hmm maybe can get the mahjong table then ask ben to keep it first!
His house is at least nearer to the chalet than mine! but I feel bad leh.. Think he won't mind bah haha
So. Wed going chalet! Busy day.. need to get bbq food, I think will have to ask kevin to pay for that, I think I still need pay $100 refundable deposit. In case anything spoil mah. Hmm... So have to get chalet food. Need to check in between 3 and 7:30pm can reach around 5 plus bah..
So if mahjong table settle then I think someone have to go chalet first. Which is me! lol maybe not going to take bbq food if we got mahjong table. Everybody separate and do their job! haha
okay .... Hmmm ....
Then 2 days 1 night, don know leh, I think will play mahjong all the way hahah feel so bad. Hmn..
must all play other programs too ahh, looks like night cycling will be next time man.
 :(
Okay. Weekend gonna be working, quite a busy week.
I need to find jobs man!!
The following week, don know what i'm gonna do sia...
opps rannie just reply me.. don know we meeting anot sia tmr lol
wokay shall post till here.

 

Picture of the day!!

This is deep man.

It's true though...

If you enjoy the time that you have been wasting, it's not really consider wasted time isn't it?

Cuz you are the one to decide to use those time....

Hmmm... So I am not wasting time. LOL

Kay bye.