Going back this time is different. We have a car over here, we have wifi over here and I find that living here is not as bad as I thought it would be.
And the main difference is that Dad is not here anymore. We came here for 4D3N. I wasn't expecting it to be good. But it actually makes me feel relaxed. Well, when we came, my mum's new husband came to fetch up. I didn't recognize him at first and I thought he was some driver lol. Anyway, at first I was reluctant to have any communication with him, but after this few days of interaction, I find that he seems to be a nice man. But I felt guilty though, because dad just pass away less than a year and it seems that this man over here seem to be replacing him.
Of cuz, I won't treat him as a dad, just some guy that is married to my mum. At least he's good to my mum and that's all that matters. So I learn driving just now. Yep I didn't have a license, but it was fun learning how to drive uh. I feel kind of happy staying here, I even feel like coming with my mum every month for a few days lol. The clothes here actually not bad too! Guess I will save up and buy clothes from here instead lol.
It's really convenient having a car around lol. Hmm.. Talking about work, I think I will be sticking to my part time job till end of year. Because I like the flexibility of it. Maybe I should take the time to think about my future this year. There are so many things that I wanna do and all of it requires $$. Yet I do not want to be restricted from those working mon-fri, 9am-5pm job. If really working in those timing, I should do the job that I love to do. So this year I will try to volunteer more, bond more strong relationships with my indonesian relatives. Guess I should pick up my malay language soon.
I should learn to control my spending though, my $$ is finishing soon and i still got 3 more weeks to go? lol. Shag.
I keep planning but I don't know how to work out my plan well, this sucks. Should try to improve on myself. Hwaiting!!
