I'm Back

Heyyo! Been such a long time since I've blogged xD I'm having my holidays now!! So I'm free!! I guess hahah 8 WEEKS sia my holidays! Gonna be a busy holidays, don't even have a lot of days to work CUZ I'm going to Penang & Ipoh! With my family and Ting Ping ^^ So..... I wanna try to blog as much as possible for this holidays~ Yesterday I went for frisbee training! Well before going to training I was abit .. like don't feel like going hahah Cuz I don't really have a lot of passion for frisbee and I'm not really close to the frisbee mates~ But they are all very nice!! :D And I also asked Pei Xian whether he's going, well I'm glad he still going though, if not it's kind of hard to make myself to go for training~ So basically when I went for training, my throws suck! hahah cuz I haven throw for a long time. Thennnn to summarise, I learnt ZONE. Well about rabbit and wall hahha Idk how to explain. Hope I can figure out the tatic soon, I still cannot catch up. And damnnn my stamina sucks! I should go run more siaaaaa, build up my stamina!! So yeahh for now, nothing much to talk about~ So I shall end here! Will post more :D

Can't Sleep.

It's been a long time since I couldn't sleep. I hate doing project work sia. I wanna spend time with my friends. Hmm..... Ever since I joined cca, it feels that I couldn't spend some quality time with my clique. I love every single one of them. I hope we all can hang out soon. I miss hanging out with my close friends. Rannie they all too :( Hmm... Since I joined frisbee. I cannot really hang out with my friends. But the training only during monday and wednesday. So I should hold on and do it!! Feeling insecure with my friendships with the others. But I should not be feeling that, I just gotta be the one plan the outing!! Hope they will all attend!~ Kay, when the holidays come, I gotta blog everyday. okay tried my best to blog everyday lol cuz I think I'm gonna work like hell. I got no money alr. I need the money man!! So this holidays are to earn as much as possible! That way during next term break, mayne we all can go overseas? hahah hope can ahhh I need to find more places to go and hang out with these guys ^^ Hope my holidays won't be very boring. I should change for the better !!! IMPROVE MYSELF. JIAYOU. Feel like updating more. Actually I am a lazy girl. I need some determination and perseverance. Maybe other people may see me as a hardworking girl, but in actual fact I'm not. That's why I am hoping during the upcoming holidays, hopefully I will stick to my plans and do it. I really wanna change for the better, I believe I can do it!

Dragging

I have been dragging to post. Cuz I was damn lazy to post.
SO. what urge me to post now is that I was doing a student profile for my tutor. He wanted us to do a student profile for him, I like this kind of stuff cuz it will tell other people more about me :P
Heheh so I was engrossed in it that I don't feel like sleeping now. Even though I'm going for a swim at 11am? lol then working later on :X
Siannnnn ... but it's okay. For the $$$ :<
Kay so last week swim, well... I didn't swim one lap. almost though. hahha kay tmr 1 lap!! hahah

wokay so this week!!
On Monday, 28th April 2014
After Ben and MY end Frisbee, we talked about prawning. So they so steady, Kevin, JY, Darrel, Sin Bao and Wee Lee went !! Go Jurong!! Awwww thanks ppl for coming all the way to Jurong! ^.< Damn wj, last min never go :< tsk.
Anyway~~

My first prawn!!! And I swear it was big!! Hahaha I was damn happy!!

Abit Scary though cuz it was big hahah

My small prawn :)

 So for the 3 hours, that cost $33, I only manage to catch one big and one small prawn. lol
Well, my first experience for prawning my own self, heheh big achievement unlock!! ^^

Darrel look so weird here hahha

Ehh we standing on the road taking selfie!! hahah
End the day!

So during labor day, Jaymee (Jia Xin) painted this for our class the I Appreciate Thing. Well if we don't win.. I must say the judges have no eyes. hahaha well to me, we already won!! We like bonded sia hahaha

I hope these 2 years, our class will be united as one! I hope so ^.<

"Class" photo!! Not the whole class uh hahha 

hahaha PX like doing poster for the chinese new year thing lol

Swag ahhh px lol 

 MY. lol he didn't even know I took this picture :P

My food!!~ Grilled Fish! $7.50 siolll but Nice!! At hougang there~ Went all the way there to have lunch :S Cuz of somebody. hahah but I don't mind ah actually.
Then work!! WJ first day of work today. well.... It was nice having someone you know working with you :))
Today's work not bad ah~
Ahhh Rannie just told me she can't swim tmr :( Sian.
So I am going alone?! No way man. I will find vaney, at most ask sze ling pei me go lol.
I must overcome this self conscious thing and overcome my fear of drowning. Must swim! Must overcome!
Okayy I should get back to my student profile.

Friday!!

It's Friday!! And just like that, first week of school is gone!
Well end school at 11am.
Damnnnnnn early!! heheh
Sooooo......... wj today gonna come my workplace for job interview!!
Basically I didn't know we still need people that badly haha cuz I'm serious, we really got a lot of part timers sia! So I was afraid that wj might not get it. So well my worries aren't needed. Seems like he gonna work!
Anddd Ben looks tempted to work too! hahah goodgood we all work tgt!! heheh :P
Ehhhhhh then we had lunch over there, again! I knew my previous post was at my workplace! Tada we went to eat again hehhe

Wooooooooo look at that Salmon Belly!!! Damn Nice (Y) hehehe ^^

Photo again!! hahah my train buddies!! <3 this guys so much

Dip n Go!!! My first time!! hahaha I didn't know it's that big lol
I chose chicken skin!! Damn nice cannn heheheh

Ehhhhhhh wanted to meet rannie to swim, but it started to rainnnnnnn :(
So we meeting tmr for a swim before I went to work! Hope I can at least swim one lap ! lol cuz I don't really know how to swim >.< Like that how to play water activities in future! so hoping I'm able to swim one lap! :X

Start of School!

Today is the start of school!!
Before that let me talk about yesterday, Sunday.
So yesterday 12am, around there, Ben asked me if wanna lunch tgt cuz I got work heheh
Then we lunch at IMM.
Jie Ying, Kevin and Darrel came too !! Thanks guys!! I know it's damn far for you all, thank you so much for willing to come all the way to Jurong to have lunch with me :')

 My big face. lol

 Photos!! Only Darrel not inside because this burden damn slowwwww, he haven reach hahha :P

This is their feedback! lol

So had luch with them, after that they go prawning, only Ben didn't go uuh.
Also don't know how they prawn, they prawn for that 2 hours after that then know the prawn at the wrong pond. lol they went to the lobster pond to prawn! hahah in the end never get any. So the person gave them 9 prawns hahha

Today start of school!! I was excited! Hahha cuz can meet my friends ^^
At first was excited, after that die down already. lol tired sia
Well my new class, hmm, we like segregated to 2 classes, cuz like half of us came from FD and the rest from FB, a few of them from FE.
I guess still need time to get use to them, hope we are able to bond as one class soon, afterall we gonna be in the same class for 2 years :)
Went gym after school, JY forgot to bring her admin card so I go do with her the PFA
'Physical Fitness Assesment'? If I'm not wrong. lol
I get to know my body fat percentage, cool sia, even my body age too!
My body age is ........ 27! lol omg.
I already feel mature as hell, now even my body feels old too. hahahah seriously :X
Ahhh they gonna gym tmr again, don't know whether I will go anot lol
See first :P

Ohh ya, guess I won't be bringing my family to China. Too far already, I don't think dad can go so far.
I suggest to him we go overseas ah, use the bursary $$ once I get it, then he say 'school fees leh?'
Well just go earn lo, I mean dad has not much time, he's 71 already. I want to bring him go overseas and we as a family hang out tgt :x
Ahh I hope by then really go overseas.
He say go penang ah. Hmm.. go lo, I also never go before lol

Ytd and today~

Yesterday 15 April 2014

Ehhh went to fax my timesheet at my outlet, then meet TP to hang out
Well my 2 sisters also go with me, it's okay ah actually, TP is like another family member to me :)
So we all hang out. We went to Tiong Bahru, cuz I say we should go a cafe or smth.
Then went to Tiong Bahru, initially wanted to go 'The Orange Thimble', but next to it is 'Tiong Bahru Bakery'. It looks so nice! So we went to TBB.

The door quite cool sia! Push the door then the other side also open, so can go in from both sides! 

This is what we order! Ex sia to me lol

This one took it when we went to Dhoby Ghaut Just Acia to have our dinner!

Before that, after the cafe, we stay in the mrt platform about 20 min I think. Cuz we don't know where to go next. keep google search to find where is cheap and fun to go. lol

So I suggest go Just Acia, got free flow of Ice Cream  ^^ hehhe

There was a shop called POSH here. The brownie damn nice!! but ex .. this one have 2 portions and cost $10!! >< But nice ah the brownie!! So bought it for Rannie's bday. Which is today :))

Today 16 April 2014 !!

It's Rannie 18th Birthday!! But somehow I got no feel leh hahah

 Maybe cuz I was watching 'Shugo Chara' anime the whole night? Opps. hahah

Still went to meet Vaney to buy the earpiece and vacuum cleaner.

Yes, vacuum cleaner, an 18 year old girl wants a vacuum cleaner for her bday. Can you believe it? lol

Still she want one so we bought for her, $138!! 

But the vacuum cleaner nice sia!! 

It's function like good only. 

Went to Rannie's house!! 

Well we just had a small celebration that's all ~ 

Eat cup noodles, had pizza! Thanks Rannie's parents for treating us pizza!! hehehe 

Pictures time!! Before we leave! 

Actually got a lot of photos, we just spam lol!! 

But I choose a few to upload uh, if not it gets boring only lol 

Hope Rannie enjoy her day at school today :))

Well I was damn tired today. 

From tomorrow to sunday working all the way~~ 

Okay la can earn $$$

I no $ le sia.. hope my next pay comes in soon :<

Next monday starting school!!!

^.^

Short Meet Up

Meet Up with the clique today~~~ Yeahhhh like finally ^^
When we all gather, ahhh I miss them so much :')
Well initially wanted to go prawning, but we went bowling and stay at the Superbowl Jurong for quite long.
Hahah I suck at bowling sia .. :X
Nvm, I had fun though~
Some pictures that I took!!

Then had dinner just beside this bowling place, a chinese restaurant! Didn't took any photos though, we were playing the number game that I had learn from JW that time at Beini's bday celebration. hahah Darrel is the slowww one to know the answer. lol

 Ask one lady to help us take photo! When I ask her to help me take, she was talking on the phone then tell me what help her catch a pervert. lol
She still help us take photo though.
Then we help her, she said that a guy was like masturbating and purposely get near to her car. So she even call police! Well we looked around and nope, we couldn't find him.
Darrel keep telling us to go and pool already, lol
MY need to go home early uhhh :(
Well shall see him in school next week then :X
Didn't meet CT at all today, she got work, as usual :<
sigh.

Then we play pool and some arcade games! And the day end like this, sighhh such a short meet up.
Even though school starts in one week time, still I would not be able to meet so much with MY & CT loooo sighhh.
Looking forward to start of school!! Can see Ben xD Heheh
And now... I'm short of cash sia. Still need buy Rannie's bday present :X
Abit guilty cuz cannot make it as big as her 16th bday :(
Hmmm ... But I tried my best okayyy Ran!
On wed hope we can celebrate her bday nicely ^^

This thurs to Sun chiong work all the way!! Hope I can take it and hang on!!~

Night Cycling.

Last night, went to find vaney to help her dye hair, purple colour!!
But ... I'm so bad at it haha. I feel sorry for vaney, cuz I didn't help to dye her hair evenly.
It's my first time helping ppl to dye their hair uh :X Sorry Vaney!


Then highlight of the day!

 Night Cycling! Previous night plan with wj to go night cycling to Vivo!!
He say need take about 3 hours to reach there so we need go off early.
Well his early is like 11pm+ lol
Surprisingly, we reach there around 1am.
Well it's damn near for me uh haha
So we slack awhile then went to find that Labrador Park.
There was no one at all when we reach there. Supposedly at night there should be ppl ahh but nahh not a single soul.
The view over there is almost the same as West Coast nia.
Not much difference. Again, we sit down and chit-chat. We talked about how big the universe is, and I realise that we are so small compared to all the stars out there in the universe :X
I wonder if there are other living species out there in the universe... Perhaps they have. Oo
And we cycle back to the Haw Par Villa, wanted to go explore there but got gate. So cannot enter. Sian.
Well we got a lot of time cuz we reach Vivo earlier than expected.
Then then cycle back to West Coast there, had mac! I was hungry xD
Eat and once again, slack. hahah but okay ahh I always enjoy the time chatting with friends. Feel so relax.

Hmmm .... This time manage to cycle to vivo, next time go further down. To Geylang there? lol
Wahhh if continue I might able to cycle to the Pasir Ris there soon! That's good, I always wanted to travel from one end to the other!

Reach home and immediately blog cuz I don't feel tired.
Shall end here now~

Gymmmm today?

Today off day, well as usual I got nothing to do..
Then I thought I'm gonna watch Fairy Tail again.
 Well wj wa me ask 'wanna gym?' I'm like okayy looo So long never gym.
 Even thought of swimming, don have ah in the end. Heng never go swimming, raining sia.
I was riding my bike otw to pioneer gym then started raining heavily. Sian. I was stuck at the bus stop.
After awhile, walking under blocks, I manage to walk till pioneer station there.
wj, with one big umbrella coming towards me. Lol his umbrella damn big sia serious.
Went gym. Well at gym, only ran for 20 min. LOL
 Then slack all the way, didn't do much. Actually I also don know what to gym, I also don't want to lift weights, I don't want to gain muscle. I gain muscle damn easy sia.
So he suggested 'want go movie? Or buffet?' Like seriously, we just 'gym' hahah
Well I was tempted so we go eat buffet. Jurong Safra that Sakura. I thought it would be nice. With his safra membership, we get 10% off and each person about $30. The food there was ..... uhhh disappointing. Sian. Never ever go there please. The varieties of food... so little. Eat until full also not satisfying.
After the meal, we went for a walk, a long walk lol
He was going to bring me to Singapore Discovery Centre there, since I said I never go before. lol
Wellllllll hahah when we reached there, apparently I went there once, during my secondary school days hahah Some defense thingy if I remembered correctly. Nothing to explore though haha. We walk until the pasir laba? camp. Then highway, cannot walk any longer. Anyway the walk is to digest our food lol

Hmmm... I like to explore though. Don't know next time where we gonna explore. His bike still spoil
Wanna go far places lol I ask him cycling from here to the east side and cycling from here to woodlands then to hougang.. which is further? .. He said the second one. So if one day I also travel to woodlands then to hougang, meaning I'm able to travel from west side to east side. ohh yeah, I soooo wanna try that sia one day!!

I also wanna travel overseas!!

With friends at least one of the sem break please.. I hope can hang out with my clique and go somewhere :(

When Rannie graduating, well we said before we want to go Korea. I hope we still can go.
Ehhh then I also want go Taiwan with TP.
Last time it seems so impossible because I got no $$$
Well now I got a part time job, pay is quite good. So I shall try save up and fulfill all these wishes one day. :)
Ohoh maybe travel with my family first is the priority!! China?? My dad wanna go there but Idk if he can go that far anot. Maybe I should go on the next sem break? I save up as much as possible and we shall go and see that 万里长城？ Hmm.. kay priority is that one. Hope I can save a lot.

Tomorrow work full shift sia. Shagggg but wed and thurs off. lol
2 more weeks to start of school!! I'm happy because I'am able to meet my friends ^^ yeahhhhh heheh

Emptiness

So today off day right, vaney say want thread brows today then i okayyy. Met her at jp at 4:30pm
Then I pluck eyebrows instead. It was painful lol but my brows look neater and weird? Guess I wasn't use to it. Actually Vaney suddenly say 'want go swimming?' cuz she gonna pon training.
I was excited for it!! Cuz I feel like swimming, I wanna swim one lap at least! I am damn lousy at swimming. Wanna at least achieve to swim one lap. But it has to rain. shaggggg
So we walked around JP.
We went to this shop and I found this cap, actually I saw this cap long ago and I have always wanted to have it. But I keep thinking whether I should buy or not ....
In the end, I think it is worth it to buy! lol I bought it @ $16.80
Though other places might be cheaper, but I think when it comes to buying stuff. I need the impulse to buy.
It's that impulse that led me to buy. Cuz if I don't buy, then everytime I see this cap I will keep thinking whether I should buy. I really like the cap! It's my favourite colours!! <3

Hehehe gonna wear it once a week when school starts!! :P

Went to check out Rannie's Jays Earpiece! Well ... I tried the A Jays one, two then find them no difference leh. So I should get the cheaper one. hahah anyway Rannie also say she don't mind A Jay one. Cuz it's good enough le.
Went Vaney's house to slack.
Cuz I am damn bored of staying at home.
I will watch Fairy Tail anyway :X
Andandand  I keep having the feeling of emptiness.
Like life is boring now.
Maybe cuz I don't find some stuff to do.
I don't like to keep working, I like to play alot.
But there's no one that can accompany me.
So just now I walked home from JP to get rid of the emptiness.
I think I'm just not satisfied with the holidays now.
I really wanna hang out with my clique.
If not I think the holidays are wasted.
So sian.
So while walking home, I was thinking what should I do so that I don't feel that my holidays are wasted.
Actually I have been wanting to explore.
But there are just no one to do it with me.
This is damn sad. Cuz I don't like to do things alone. I like to have someone to share it with me.
But life just don't make it easy for you. Like Pandan Reservoir, I also went alone.
Well, being alone enjoying those moments somehow can have a different feel to enjoy life.
But to me it just seems kind of .... lonely.
If given a choice, I surely wanna hang out with my friends & explore with them.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Maybe I should make a list.
I think next sem break I wanna explore all these places.
I just jio those ppl lo. If they cannot make it.
Well I shall go and explore myself.
It will be some fun?
I hope. hahah like pandan reservoir that time looooo
Kay maybe I should sleep soon, tmr working.
Bye.

Pandan Reservoir

So today I had off and well ....
I went to Pandan Reservoir to check out if I can go one round of that reservoir.
Cuz previously I went with WJ one night when we were cycling to West Coast actually. He show me this place and he said that he never try to go one round of it before. It was pretty dark so that night we didn't cycle one round and move on to West Coast instead. So I suddenly thought of this last night then since off day today so I shall cycle there and check it out ^.<
And... The first thing I saw was this !!

Nice view isn't it!

Unglam me hahah, trying to take nice photo but it was difficult while riding my bike lol

I rest here for damn long cuz it was damn tiring!!

You see!! 6.2km man! It was damn tiring plus the hot weather. But I'm glad it was windy, if not I could not have persevere to finish it.

Wanted to go to JP Challenger to check out Jays earpiece for Rannie's Bday but I was too tired.

Hahah then I ride back home and rested. Watched Fairy Tail~ 

I love Fairy Tail, I like the friendship bond they have hahah Nice anime eh! 

Then check out my bank account, ahhh I left with less than $100!

Damn.. I hope my pay comes in soon please =X

If not how to buy Rannie's prezzie~ 

hmm... Wondering what I should do tmr~ 

Maybe stay home day watched Fairy Tail all the way?

Lol I should clean up my desk soon :X I think I need to change the position of my desk. It's blocking up the kitchen entrance. Okay stay home clear my house! Try my best! Difficult though cuz I am damn lazy in this kind of stuff  :/

kay pictue of the day will be all those~ Bye.

All in the past.

It's all in the past I guess.
Still feel kind of weird that the person you have like so much before, now really becomes just a normal friend. Really normal friends. The fast heart beating, getting all shy around him, that strong feelings, I can no longer feel it anymore.
I never had a relationship before.
So I am scared of getting hurt.
I think my heart doesn't open up easily.
I have always thought that the person that you are most comfortable with will be the one that you want to spend your life with. But I guess feelings are important too, if you don't have strong feelings for that person, you are not in love then. Right?
Hmmmmmm ......
I wonder how being in a relationship is like?
I think I am not ready yet.
During my secondary school days, I like this person for the 3 whole years. It was difficult. I did alot of silly stuff lol. But liking that person somehow gives me the courage to do those silly stuff. It was the feelings I had for him. That's the first that I've ever like someone, so much.
Now in poly life, I really focus on friendship, so I don't really care about relationships.
I really love my friends.
I like simple life, not liking anyone really helps me get by.
But I focus too much on the friendships that I had, I care too much. In the end I get hurt.
Now I know, even though I don't hang out as often with my friends, I knew that they will still care for me.
It's not like they have disappear from my life.
So it's okay if we don hang out often.
But once we hang out, I will just treasure the time we spent tgt :)
I've learnt so much of friendships in poly.
I am glad I have found great friends :)
In such a big world, being able to make friends with one another, this is such a blessing.
10 years down the road, I hope we will still meet up.
Be it my poly friends, secondary sch friends, pri sch friends too!!

Picture of the day~~~

I choose this cuz I think that every person is indeed looking for their own story.

And when you first met the person, how you gonna act out in front of them will determine how you gonna be part of their story. Like how I am looking for my story with the ppl that I have met.

Like now, I just started working and I like my colleagues, they are all very friendly and nice, it make me wanna work longer. For the $$$ too ahh lol 

But the working environment is good too!! I like working there, I don't feel so stress out :)

Ahhh hope I am meeting them soon, hang out leh ppl :X

We are all busy with different work schedule, so sian :/